Holiday with snakes

We (me, Arun, silky and others) have gone to some place camping or for holiday but that place is in the heart if a jungle and there are lot of snakes. We try and keep away from snakes. We saw some small snakes also and tried to run away from them. I saw a pit which also had dead cobras, the size of anacondas, decorated in a religious fashion. We are staying in a guest house types but then strangely some kind of chaos happens like riot or earthquake or something and we plan to leave. We pack our bags and leave. The path is very pretty and I want to capture the same in a camera. So I use silky s camera ( which is actually lost now).
Then we come to our home. There are some school friends of mine. I ask them how they are and what I'd the purpose of their visit. One guy tells me that he left his job and wanted to just roam around. So I tell him that's great.
Then my father is also there and he tells us ( family) that we should not worry even if he gets sick. He will be alright..

Hiding

I remembered a dream that I saw.. I was going somewhere and I saw my manager and super manager.. And I went and his in a construction building.. But they came to that building.. For picnic.. I could hear them talk but I was afraid of coming out, for god knows what reason.. But then they were talking about about some change that they need..

And then 1 of them says that I will get the change from Deepika. And I was like how.. And she came to my hiding spot .. And I was flabbergasted. I was thinking that I was spying on them. But the truth was that they knew that I was there. I asked her how she knew . and she told me that she saw me running. How embarrassing. :-$

Phantom

School leave for one week- I am I'll I guess. Another guy, he is showing sign off becoming a vampire. In parallel, a big v family, one ghost amongst them who kills at night by changing appearance. Then there is a discussion between some on who is this . one huh is suspected and also his aunt. But another hug shoes some photo as proof which shows that aunt can also fly and change appearance but she is good and she was trying to save them from from other flying phantom.
In school, I go back so teacher asks what about the other guy, when he will come. I say he should come in 1-2 days. There are speculation within students why hew is not coming. So i say that there are some supernatural things which cannot be explained but all other children make fun of me. I go to a I've cream shop with MD and sooraj and One guy orders omlette in eggs (beaten) another orders an ice cream sundae with the scoops- choc, mango, cream with sugar on top. I am confused what to order - both look tempting, after much deliberation I order the ice cream but only two scoops.
Next day  the other boy comes, and brings back my shawl which I had lent to him.

Quora

In today's dream, I go with my cousin brother (who we don't really talk to) to one of his friends house. And his friends seem reckless types. But there is a guy who is kinds of studious types. And I start talking to him. And then he makes fun of himself and then I realize that he is actually antariksha bhonsle from quora and I tell him that I am a follower of his and I like his answers.

Killers

Naseeruddin shah. And somehow he is the Father of his mother. Maybe through Theatre- acting as father if his mother.  I am In Delhi shop and suddenly realize that there is something wrong in the house attached to the shop . so i close the shop from inside  But still there is a lock outside miraculously, so if someone checks will think that I am not in the shop. And then i see through key hole in the house. 2 villians- along with shah, Anupam kher also. And there is anushka sharma as my sister. They put her on a cot and tightly tie her around . and they are waiting for me to kill actually. I get very very scared. Then I send a message to everybody in my list to call police at my address- Rz 6A. But the villian also gets the message. Apparently he is also in my list. Dam. And he realises that I am hiding in the ship. And he looks straight at me, through the keyhole!. Randomly, I realize that  i an no longer in the shop behind the door rather i am hiding behind a cot. And then they start shooting at me. One guy tries to come near. I hit him with the cot and take him outside the shop using the cot, which of apparently open. People also come. I ask them to go inside but warn them.
Another dream : some kind  of competition with many Europeans and a Chinese and I am called to give them done confidence and lecture types. I tell the Chinese to be open and learn etc.
Another dream: there is a boy who must be 12 years old and he is holding a baby and traveling to Europe and says- long story, If you ask him about that baby.

Birthday

There is some change of food place arrangements maybe in my office. Some high funda restaurants and ice creams shops have come up which look very posh and are quite expensive.
It is my birthday apparently. Birthday gift from silky.. A handmade hearing card which says that I am the only person because of whom she is not able to fish swimming first.. ( how is this possible. None of us know to swim).

Foreign Killer

First scene: a guy (protagonist) is waiting for bus, but the place that he is waiting at is very deserted and there are no buses coming. Also, there are auto drivers driving in circles around him. Kind of frightening.
Scene two: some how the guy changes to me and auto driver changes to a guy who is actually eating with me and my mom at our house, and we are pretty sure that we did not invite him. Suddenly he becomes very scary and starts taunting us and frightening us. We realize that he is actually a foreigner. And he is apparently angry at Indians in general but wants to hurt/ kill us.
He is talking in a major Don type fashion, and laughing ina scary way. While talking, he enters a room in my house , kind of a store room. I run fast and locks him from outside. But there is a window which is not very strong and one if the bars are missing. Also he is unperturbed, still talking in same way and laughing. Both of us are scared. So I ask my mom to try and get help, check where dad is and ask neighbours. Meanwhile this guy tried to come out . there is a stem rod nearby which we pick up and hit him with it in on his head. He slows down but still laughs. He seems unaffected.

Action

In today's dream, there was another dream inside the dream. I first dreamt that there are done police guys. And there are some villians in joker masks but the weird thing is that there are some guys in the police team also with Joker masks. So the villians Change one of the joker of police team with their joker. And that rat joker kills some police men. However the main police guy finds out that one of the joker is fake. But instead of removing the makes and finding out the game, he just shots down all the jokers in an execution type encounter. At this point I wake up and realise that I am in office and my manager is also there. And I somehow know that she also had the same dream. I find this very amazing. How can two people have the same dream. Then I think maybe I am a Taver'n like Rand in wheel of time and that is why I am able to influence the dreams of others. Or Jayne my manager is a taver'n. Only when I wake up finally, I realize that I was having a recursive dream. But seriously,  Sleeping in office?

College

Apparently silky was trying to get admissions for engineering college. She got through one but the last date of admission was remaining. And we were worried how we will do that. Next day my uncle and aunt came to our house in their car. We were both sleeping, Mr and my sister. My aunt woke us up and sacked us to get ready quickly. We were brushing our teeth while roaming around all over the place. When we got ready and went out to get into the car, we found out that Chacha is also there. The next challenge was how to fit every body on the car. So I was stabbing people. It was a innova and the were only two seats in the back. I did some tactic and made 3 seats and asked mom and silly to sit with Chacha. Although I didn't sit in the car but I somehow still reached the college with them. We reached and saw that ankur is already there playing football. And apparently he also studies in that college. Although that college looked like a village school really. Then me and silky meet sonu . he is apparently studying architecture there and I am surprised. Then he starts from  crying and tell us that he does not understand anything but he is staying there because my dad asked him to study .

Wrong turn on Scooty

Yesterday: i was at my aunt s house which surprised me very much since we don't really talk to them. And also the aunt and uncle looked a little younger. My mom was also there and it felt weird. In another scene, me and my mom went with Ankur on his scooty which is difficult. How can three sit on a scooty. Anyways Ankur takes a wrong turn and ends up on a road which is blocked from all sides with walls and there is a policeman directing traffic out of that. We started shooting at him for taking wrong turn. And then we try to do about turn but it is stuck. Late we suspect that we might get caught buy some policemen who were sitting in a booth outside. So Ankur calls his friend for help. I was thinking that the friend will take a long time to come since he does not live nearby but he comes within minutes. That too walking.

Football

I was Called to school to play football. So I was running in the playground. I was actually nervous and thinking why they called me of all people. Section B boys were trying to irritate me and I fight with them. Then suddenly I was outside school gate with some other kids sitting on the ground. And I was also thinking why I am there and not playing.. There was a small kid sitting with me. And there was a villain teacher whose husband's sister was that little kid. This teacher wanted to kill this kids. So she sent people to kill her. But i saved her. After this I go back to the playground and play. But the interesting thing I'd that I am the only one playing.

Leave

Me and a friend of mine from office plan to go to a holiday to a special place on leave for 3 days. And we are going via Neyveli. So I have planned to finish up all work in neyveli before leaving to the other place.
I ask my manager for leave but she refuses saying it is very little notice. so I get angry and annoyed.

Exploring lands

I am in some kind of kingdom where we  traveling, and there are lot of elephants there, in all sizes. And it seemed at one point that the elephants are of stone, some carved, but then I realized that they are actually moving.
The elephants were in different sizes but mostly small child elephants.

It felt like I am on an adventure, exploring new places, vast expanses of land everywhere. And a group of adventurers. Although now I don't really remember who all. But I have a feeling that I am with Rand, Moraine etc.

Dog who eats grass

I am Living in a unknown House in a village kind of environment. I have a Dog who eats grass. I have lot of grass bundles such look like coriander in my aliyah but I realize that the grass is getting old and dry. So I go out for a walk to get fresh grass but I get lost in the village and am trying to find my way back.
There is a parallel story in which Hrithik comes to sing. Due to some circumstances, he is apparently forced to sing. But when he starts it is very good. He sings very well, a medley of three songs. I somehow don't remember the songs now but it seemed like popular songs. He also tries to improvise the songs.

"My mom is currently staying with me.."

Dreams are weird

I read on qoura that the brain actually synthesises and analyses information and memories while in sleep.
So maybe that's why we see weird dreams connecting random people and places together. The interesting thing to note is that the dreams are generally populated with common people we know and common places. I see my family, friends, my home, school etc.

Anyways I seem to have forgotten the dream I had today but I remember that I did some kind of violence in this one too. Very weird. Why am I so violent in my dreams. Since I am so calm (?) In real life, such dreams do seem totally weird. Maybe they are not supposed to be analyzed.

My dreams

Not figuratively but Literally. I had already started to document my dreams in an app on my phone. Now I am going to write it in my blogs. The app does not let me download it and I am scared that I may lose the posts later on. Not that I will lose anything of human significance. But still..

Yesterday's : Dinner with friends. Cam also. Talking to Raman. Accidentally freese horse. Horse weak. weak Tiger from nearby zoo. Attacks horse. Runs away. Tiger tries to attack me. I confuse him with a newspaper. Then Arun catches the tiger with hands on the neck. Then i Catch the hands/ limbs. And then arun leaves and I kill the tiger. This is obviously not going to happen ever.

Rules of the Game

Dear E-diary,

I have decided to start blogging again. And, fortunately I have even decided what not to do this time [Twice bitten, once shy]

1. No more candid-personal blogs
2. No more self-condescending posts
3. Less bullshitting

Yours Truly.

p.s: For the record, I have completed my MBA from IIMC [No flunks!!] on time :D. Waiting to start my job from 24th of May.

Earliest recollections of my life [?]

The faintest recollection of my earliest days which I can still remember is of the two neighboring families on both sides of our house. Though one family still lives here, the other moved to another place long back.

I just remember calling them uncle & aunty or tina ki mummy/papa. In those times, in our neighborhood, you just dont call people by their names. You dont call them - Mr. Negi or Mrs. Sheela.. you just call them 'the gharwali family' or bhaisahab/ behenji/ ajju ke papa etc.. and that is why I only remember the 3 kids' names- tina, ajju and gunnu with whom I used to play hide and seek when I was really small. However, I do remember that whenever my mom used to go out, she used to drop me at their house which i liked better than mine. Aunty used to cook good food for us, let us play in the sun, with dirt and never complained to my mother. Tina's papa was very funny. Quite opposite to my own dad. He used to make fun of my dad's eyes as they were really small.

I remember that once tina's uncle came to their house and he brought a new thing- chewing gum. He blew a big bubble in his mouth and showed us. However, when we asked him to let us also try, he warned us to never try it as it contains the meat of a cat and can be dangerous to children. I did believe that for a very long time.

Their family was a good friend of ours and a good support but sadly, they moved and the other one stayed on. I have no idea how and why our families started fighting but I know that we used to be friends long back when I was a really small baby, when my parents had just started their lives in this place we live, when there were very few houses in the colony, when we had the only hand pump in the neighborhood and they had the only TV.

Apart from these, I also recollect that my mom shaved my head in class 2nd which was very embarrassing, to say the least. One of my classmate made fun of my name, which made me cry and plead to my mom to change my name to 'meenu'. I thank her and god that she didn't. I also remember that I had a group of friends who used to share their lunch boxes and I used to cry in my heart when I had to share my gaajar ka halwa.

Rishikesh Adventures - Oct 5 2007

Oct 4 :

Metro Station -> Shadipur Metro station -> Senthil -> Show gifts -> waiting for arun -> Auto -> ISBT -> Bus - > again, bus change -> seat near the window -> Bhoot Story -> Bhoot calling -> more stories

Oct 5 :

Rishikesh -> bus stand -> auto of 7 ->lodge to keep luggage -> one small room + bathroom of another -> dirty ->toothbrush + change of clothes -> Paranthas for breakfast -> go out to the rafting place -> try to find pratibha's earlier rafting guy -> all in vain -> Another rafting guy -> 2200 for 7 -> reasonable enough -> treat

The amazing roller coaster ride on the jeep -> gear up -> get down to the river and the raft -> fill it up -> photo session -> Neha's pink jacket -> exchanged by khurana -> Get on the boat -> amazing rides -> Rapids -> Getting into cold water -> clinging to the rope -> Trying to go to the other side -> unsuccessful -> Ap is already here. :) -> Zor laga ke haiyaa -> artificial beach -> stopover -> birthday bumps

Rafting trip over -> Lost my watch and ring :( -> Rafting guy shows me my broken watch -> snatch it from him -> :( -> Consolations -> Walk to the market -> Buy stupid stuff -> get lost -> popcorns -> Chotiwala -> lunch -> again stupid t-shirt shopping -> Laxman jhoola -> taxi stand

Discussion about what next ? -> confusion -> Haridwar or neelkanth waterfall -> waterfall wins -> 10 rs. ticket -> Yatharth asked to show ID card -> painfully long trip upwards -> stories of leeches -> pratibha not feeling well -> aashoo first to climb -> a small swimming pool -> Nature calls -> again trip downwards -> climb a mountain -> behind the bushes -> climb down -> very steep and risky -> still alive -> go back to the top -> amazing time ->photosession.

Go back to the hotel -> pack bags -> haridwar -> sleeping beauties ->Submit bags in the cloak room -> stomachache -> roaming on the streets -> market -> Restaurant -> no food for me :) -> Ganges ->limca -> Sulabh -> Bus again -> birthday celebrations -> hard cake -> gifts -> flutes -> Happy birthday songs -> Bumpy rides -> Reached Delhi on 6th morning -> arnd 5 -> Wait for metro -> Go home.

Farce

Oct 19 2006, 06:51 PM

it seemed as if i was reading someone else's blog.. kinda felt like putting lots of cow dung on the person who wrote all this dung..but discrded the idea.. it wud be really very awful to pick cow dung wid ur hands.. sometimes, i seriously wonder why is cow dung green in colour?hmm.. makes sense..they eat lots of green leaves na..thats why.. but we ..okay lets not get into that. tongue.gif

suddenly, the whole world seems to be very beautiful wid cows n cow dung included...waw, i hv finally gained my spirits n am totally in my mind..(for a change).actually, in retrospect, i think i was kinda very nervous n frustrated over the fact that i have to do so much work.. all notes to copy, lab work to be submitted, assignments to be done..that was the reason i was acting like a dumbass. laugh.gif

generally, life is to live.. or in better words, to enjoy..but wat the hell do we do? we get up to rub our asses on the classbench (n the canteen chairs) n then scratch our heads at the end of session( we got marks.. actually, we dint get marks).seriously, the whole 'enjoy life ' thing is a farce in my case..or else , i think so..these lab asses (now promoted as lecturers) dont let us live...yes.

our whole course is a big joke..

this woman calls me n tells me about this preprn course for CAT .. how the batches hv already strted n i m late n i shud join as early as possible n s***.. cunningly, made fool of me n got my email id also.. damn confused i am..shud i prepare or not? was solving this puzzle game n got out at level zero. mellow.gif

now this devi samaan lady tells me cow dung is murky brown.. thanks dude!!